I hate that feeling.
I hate looking at myself in pictures. I hate feeling all my flabby skin when I'm getting ready to shower. There is so much I just cannot stand that I could probably start crying as I type this.
This is why I run. This is why I haul my tired ass out of bed three mornings a week and one morning on weekends. I don't want to be fat. I don't want to hate my body. I want to look forward to dressing up and looking pretty and taking pictures with my two awesome little guys.
Here is the photo: