I know, it's not from Julius Caesar, but I am feeling angry so that Shakespeare quote fit my mood better.
I auditioned for a part in 9 to 5 The Musical for one of our local community theatres. I did not get a part. In fact, not only did I not get a part but this woman I cannot stand who is a favorite amongst the community theatre set for reasons that defy me, did get the part.
So there's that.
Auditions are worse than dating. The problem with my own auditions is I get super nervy and have a hard time truly showing off my voice. Much like dating, I think I read better after you get to know me. My sarcasm and keen wit take some getting used to. Add to it I'm an introvert, aside from when I am acting go figure, and well...let's just say I am thankful I am married and don't have to deal with Tinder.
The good news, instead of drowning my sorrows in pounds of spaghetti, I am just focusing on working off may anger in other ways. I think I shall go for a run.
In a few days I will be able to look at this and say, well at least I tired. Because no matter what, there is that. At least I tried.